hellos minnas!!

okay... today?
still depressed
but i did laugh a tiny bit more then yesterday
i think...
hai...
like i hope my depression goes away soon
if not i may do something foolish
nahh... i am not that kind of person
i think =X
today was boring
the only thing i remember enjoying was the ice cream!
my geography teacher treat my group ice cream
cause we won the quiz! xDD
its like our second session with her and she is already treating us!
whoo~!

oh then during assembly
mrs alexander!
she made an annoucement
everyone thought that it would be very serious
but it ended up about singapore idol!
like what the???
she was saying that we have to support jonathan leong -.-
cause he publicly annouced that sji[the school he was from]
like chij girls >_______>
and mrs alexander taught in that school before
so yeah...
like what???
she actually make such an annoucement -.-
like uber DOTS! xDD

wahahahah!
man... i feel so helpless
i look at my friends
so many problems have surfaced
so many
i cannot stand it!
all the problems revolving around my friends and i
like can i take a hammer and hammer these problems away?
hahahs xDD
okay... i am still as crazy as ever! xDD

and the class almost fell apart today
like lucky thing it didn't i think
i wasn't involved
so i wasn't sure of what was happening
so yeah... in the end knew what was happening...
yeah... like really weird

waa... just fell in love with the band
L'Arc~en~ciel! xDD
like their songs so rock! xDD
whoo~!
tetsu looks damn cute! xDD
he plays the bass
yukihiro looks quite okay too
he plays the drums
ken plays the guitar
he looks quite okay
hyde is the vocals
he sings really well!
but his looks are okay okay =X

gahh!!! not another band
i will go psyco over all the cds and albums!!! xDD
they have 9 albums!! 0.0
i want all!!! xDD
i must be nuts to get all
if i get atleast one
i would already go insane about it! xDD

L'arc~en~ciel's music has been used in many anime
as the opening or ending theme song
like ready steady go which was used in the anime Fullmetal Alchemist.
the song driver's high used in the anime Great Teacher's Onizuka.
yeah...

i have decided not to trust anyone
when i have personal stuff
i realise that a specific person
cannot keep things to her self
so what's the point of trusting anyone anymore?
maybe i will only trust 1 or 2
but anything really personal shall be kept where no one is able to find it xDD
thanks to you who told those my secrets
i will never ever trust you ever again!
and i want to step on your face !
like not physically step
but thru' my words
to step on your face!
damn freaking pissed off liao

whee~! i dont care anymore!
lalalalalala~!
no more depression!
lalalala~!