Friday, June 30, 2006
TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN!
yayy!!!
lol.. ok so we celebrated youth day in school today!
so we got to wear our home clothes...
i wear black 39 degree tee
with a nice jeans and funky designs at the side...
and blue track shoes...
then we had to go o the hall...
sat there for very long...
then had recess...
during recess... got this girl who was playing the eletric...
omgosh like nice la...
but the eletric too loud then cannot hear that girl singing...
oh wells... it ain't me right?
so i went to class...
and remebered that i had a cam[disposeable]
so why not waste the film?!
so took photos...
and i could see people in class all talking about me and stuff..
cause i was taking photos...
like whats wrong with that...
nevermind them...
so we took...
soon... most people were taking photo!
yeah...
then we headed for the 2nd level where we watched performances...
and cheryl danced well!
so did norine!
ohwells...
then we were dismissed
and so i went to j8 with kyuu and eunice chin
so we took a photo or too...
will put it up soon...
then had fun la...
but now must panick!
cause i not sure what to do
GO TO CHURCH AS MY PASTOR IS LEAVING US IN THE 2ND WEEK OF JULY?
or
GO FOR CIP WITH CELINE AND CLARA?
which?!?!
i am not sure!
T.T
i dont wanna pastor tim to leave us! T.T
sobs...
ok so yar...
venting your anger on people not worth on venting your anger on
is just a waste of time and waste your energy
and venting your anger on everyone
when it has nothing to do with everyone
is just LAME!
you should know...
your msn nick -.-"
calling everyone hypocrites and bastards
ain't gonna solve anything...
so pointing your finger at me
when i am inoccent and not sure what the hell is happening to you
is not fair
and am i suppose to know?!
like even if i do...
can i make such a great difference that it causes you to change?
i dont think so
i am not that kind of person
i am the kind of person who just makes fun of you
and i am just plain evil...
so how am i suppose to help you?
like -.-"
dont point at me you toot!
like what if you prob?
i cannot help you...
you go talk to your lover...
that my suggestion
unless you dont have one..
but the last time i checked on you...
you like someone right?
this does not concern me...
so dont point your finger at me
unless you want me to break that finger for you
i would gladly do it
other than that
only if it concerns me
dont you point your finger at me
i promise you
i will break your finger for you if you do that again!
and am i suppose to like you?
like i have nothing for you
NOTHING!
so dont bug me...
i will get pissed
and somehow it will get back at you
like egs. slaping you 5 times on the face continously
or just playing with your feelings[i wouldn't]
but if you make me i will!
so DONT BUG ME YOU ASS!
you toot!
shoo~!
you have no rights to be near me!
get lost!
no one said that and no one will!
so shut the hell up and leave me alone!
i have no interest in you and will never have any interest in you
so why bother wasting your money your time your love and etc on me?!
when i am not worth it...
i will only accept people like TAMA!*SCREAMS*
but there will no one who will be like him
so unless you are like him then just SHOO!
must i take a bamboo stick which is 5m long
and poke you until you leave me?
it a waste of time and effort
so please for goodness sake
dont waste your efforts on me
i have nothing to return for it...
blehh... so dont come near me!
i just dont like the feeling you just to me
and even if you change...
i wouldn't accept you
not cause i have anyone
but because i just cant!
i will not!
i cant!
i will never!
EVER!
so my apologise and please leave me alone
you may tell me that you like who i am now...
but i dont like who i am...
so not to hurt anyone
just LEAVE ME ALONE!
My mind's unweaving/ Friday, June 30, 2006